Kiyou....It took guts to come clean and throw yourself on the mercy of the PL community. At the end of the day....the proof WILL be in your actions. I truly believe you will make good on those you owe. I had always hoped this day would come...for....when things went "South"....I suspected that you had many, many thing go very wrong...ALL at the same time....then....it is a bad feedback loop !!! ......Bad things happen===> Cannot fulfill promises===>GUILT===> Avoidance===>Then...More GUILT for not being able to fulfill promises AND for Avoidance===> Leading to even more Avoidance===> Then , even more Guilt !!! A nasty Iteration indeed!! And very hard to break the chain!!
Fortunately. I believe the PL community has a GREAT abundance of compassion and forgiveness...and… as long as you eventually make everything right....You will be seen as the stronger person for having turned things around. I will help as I am able.
CDBEAM
Beam Axiom #1 ~The Quantum well is DEEP ! Photons for ALL !!
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Beam Axiom #2 ~Yes...As a matter of fact...I DO wear tinfoil on my head !!
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Beam Axiom #3 ~Whe'n dout...Po ah Donk awn et !!
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Beam Axiom #4 ~A Chicken in every Pot, and a Laser Lumia in every Livingroom !!
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Beam Axiom #5 ~"Abstract Photonic Expressionism"....is "Abstractonimical" !!
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Beam Axiom #6 ~ "A Posse ad Essea" ~ From being possible to being actual ...is the beam target !